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20th March Matsuri & 咎狗の血 Anime PV
Felser Dignite III
[info]hueruza


Listening to: Gyouza beef bowl set - I-Pin Versus Lambo

Attended the final day of the event at the cathay, 20th March,  last saturday. Wasn't expecting to get paid for it as I did not register myself in. But kind Aya included me within the 13 talents. Pity that I had no idea that I was in it until she told me later in the evening. If I had known earlier, I would have gone to have my dinner at the Japanese restaurant located on the basement level.

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13th March Matsuri at the Cathay
Nano # 3
[info]hueruza

Listening to: Gazette - 13 [ -1 ] Stairs

Attended a minor cosplay event week held at the Cathay last saturday. It was my first time participating an event without  pet coming along. And it was part of my job so.. I went for it. After all, I will be paid SGD$5.50 per hour to be a mascot for the event. Was there from 2pm till 7pm. So.. The total amount due would be an estimated SGD$36.

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HAPPENINGS
Felser Dignite III
[info]hueruza
Yay, im blogging ! Im blogging! Go me ! Go me! <3
Okay, that was a whole lot of shyt , what blogging ? -_-
And oh, where should i start ? This might be a very long post . >.<

Post 1 : Mah Dear and Meh
Hmm.. Let's start off with Carmen Dear and Me going out a few days back .
Can't remember the date and what so ever . -_-
But i can remember what happen of course!
Tell you what , through out the whole day, the both of us were squealing and screaming about TNC and MORE TNC ! xD
Met at Outram at around 2.12pm ? O_o I thought i was late .
But then it turned out that dear actually came a little bit later like maybe 2 mins or 5 ?
I barely started reading Pandora Hearts and she came ~ <3
We headed to Tampines first, cos i wanted to check out Uniclo or whatever the stupid name is .
We have to queue up to get it and i was like what for ? Such a waste of time . >_>
Especially that the stupid lady who was giving out catalogs , i wanted to take it from her, extended my hand out but she told me to go and queue up. =.=
And i was like "If i have to queue for a stupid piece of paper, you're wasting my time"
Well, whatever, hanged around the area and went to action City and bought a Breadou !
It's really like a real bread ! D:
After that.. Headed to PS if i am not wrong.. -_- Can't really remember.
We actually missed a train stop, i dunno which one but we did missed one . xD;
Hmm.. I think most of the things can be read at my dear's blog so it would be much easier to read it from there. :D
I'm too lazy to explain everything . >_<;

Post 2 : School .. Still Sucks ?
Started my 1st day of school 2 days ago, today is my 3rd day and we'll start our first lesson today.
I was extremely nervous on the first day because i was alone, i didn't know anybody.
But then it wasn't that bad afterwards, got to know a couple of new people and everything went fine.
Even if school is starting at 12pm today, i still got this do not feel like going feeling in me . >_<
Well, that's because i fear it's going to be boring and it ends at like 5pm? =.=

Post 3 : TNC LUURVES ~
And Hue bought me a TNC Akira PVC ~ <3
Yay, it was good and i can see Akira's undies ! xD So cute ~ <3
I hope Hue-y can get his Shiki one some time soon. v_v
And also, a new batch of icons . <3
Cool huh ? Learnt from a tutorial, will credit afterwards cos i forgot the name .

AKIRA ~ <3

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Felser Dignite III
[info]hueruza
1)Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?

Heh, secret . <3

2)How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

Bad . ._. I spoilt the fan .

3)Who was the last person you took photo with?

Carmen ! :D

4)Would you consider to be spoiled?

No .

5)Would you ever donate blood?

I will. If i am not so skinny .

6)Do you have a good friend of the opposite sex?

YUPPIES !

7)Do you want someone dead?

YES .

8)What does your last text message says?

Dx but i go this sch alone de. T.T no one with me.

9)What are you thinking of right now?

Haiz .. Thinking of .. What's gonna happen to me in the new school .

10) Do you wish someone was with you right now?

Yes ..

11)What time did you go to sleep last night?

Around 2am .

12)Where did you buy the T-shirt you're wearing now?

My mum bought it for me .

13)Anybody in your mind right now?

Hmmmmmmm ~~~~ Shiki raping Akira . <3

14)Who was the last person who texted you?

CARMEN DEAR :D Cos im saving sms now so i don't wanna text much ..

15) Tag 10 person to do this quiz:

1. Felser
2. Carmen(juz for fun)
3. Pocky
4. Tina
5. Bear bear
6. Koneko
7. Rini-pyon
8. Mei mei
9. Neko
10. Cookie Eater

Mostly CR <3

16)Who is number 2 having a relationship with?

ME ! ME !! >:D

17)Number 3 is a female or male?

LADY

18)If number 7 and number 10 get together, will it be a good thing?

Uhm.. no . Of course not . >_<

19)What is number 1 studying about?

YAOI with me . <3

20)Number 4 is single?

YUPPIES

21)Anything impressive number 5 has done for you?

mmm. :D Glad she did and is a good friend !

22)If number 3 and number 6 get together, what do you think will happen?

IMPOSSIBLE ! D:

23)Describe number 9

My playful neko ~

24)What will you do if number6 and number 7 fight?

Omg .. I will be upset . Cos they know each other and both are my very close friends . D:

25)Do you like number 8?

Mmmhmm ~ Cos she likes what i edit for her ~
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THE END IS NEAR
Felser Dignite III
[info]hueruza
Seeing the way i'm reacting towards school.. I'm such a bitch right ? =P
But it's like the end of the road for me , that's what i'm feeling and it's darn stupid . =.=
Behaving as though it's the end of the world when i have rotted ENOUGH for 4 months .
Just some updates ...

Going out with dear tomorrow to i don't know where ! xD
Going to get a haircut later and going out as well !
Downloaded TNC Drama CD Vol. 1 and 2 and i'm freaking emo-ing over it . =.=;;
(Well, at least i've stopped that emo shyt right now)
But it's sad . T_T Why Shiki has to die (i think he died at least it's just me) and Keisuke.. Live ? >_>
Both volumes are sad so WHATEVER . <_<; *smacks self in the face*

HINT : >w< AKI AKI AKI COMING HOME TODAY !!! <3

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Wheee !! It's coming and i don't want it to come !! T_T
Felser Dignite III
[info]hueruza
v_v Today is `friday, which means i am left with ... 10 more days to enjoy computer time .
If i exclude Saturdays and Sundays + Good Friday then that would make it .. 5 days only ? =.=
Haiz, of all things it has to come so soon ! DX
But i too think `i have enjoyed enough.. But i haven't gotten enough of editing !
Made a whole new batch of icons , am so happy . <3
Also edited a whole lot of stuff and just learnt how to used textures. Blah, you're freaking slow.
`Shiki-Ti managed to find the download link for TNC book 2 and SHIKI NANO AND AKIRA MAKES THOUGHTS RUN WILD!
GET IT?!! XD Nevermind if you don't . :d
I also liked the motomi part ... Dunno what's wrong with me but heh, i don't care . xD
Just enjoying this every moment before i can't anymore !

*resumes making more icons~*

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1st April ...
Felser Dignite III
[info]hueruza
=_= Today is April Fool's Day but i haven't thought of any prank to fool anyone .
And i certainly do not want to be the one who will be fooled . >_<
Gah .. This is so frustrating ! DX
.__. Guess i really need to stop thinking about something else but more on today .
12 days more before school starts ......
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Without a trace
Felser Dignite III
[info]hueruza
This song owned me . @_@ *teary-eyed*

Lyrics:
Zeijaku na ishiki wo haga re
yukkuri to ashioto o tatezu ni
hai ni nari konagona ni chiru
soredake... soredake...
Without a trace

Muchi ni shiru kanjou wa
muryoku yori hikyou
konzaiishiki no soko wo hau
senzaiishiki ni toikakeru
me no mae no hasu ga mienai

Tachitsukusu kisetsu ni iki wo umete
sukui wo matta kimi wa nure
mou kikoe wa shinai kareta uta wa
ate mo naku naite iru

Soushitsu ni nagasu namida wa
taredete kurushimi ni mo nagareru
dare mo ga migorosu ka no you ni
mabuta wo tojiru

Rasen ni karamaru karada ga
yukkuri yukkuri nejireru
sen no toi wo nodo ni ate tou
ore ni nani ga sukueru ?
me no mae de hasu ga shinderu

Tachitsukusu kisetsu ni iki wo umete
sukui wo matta kimi wa nure
mou kikoe wa shinai kareta uta wa
ate mo naku naite iru

Furishikiru kasumi ga hareru you ni
ikita akashi ga kienu you ni
kono uta ga kimi he to todoku nara
gizen da to omou darou

Tachitsukusu kisetsu ni iki wo umete
sukui wo matta kimi wa nure
mou kikoenu you ni kaketa koe wa
modosenai tsumi to shiru


English:
I peel off my frail consciousness
Slowly so my footsteps making a sound
I become ash, scattering into little pieces.
It's only this, nothing more...
Without a trace

The feeling that I'm aware of my ignorance
is more cowardice than helplessness.
Crawling into the bottom of my mixed consciousness,
I ask my subconsciousness...
I cannot see the lotus right before my eyes.

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, got wet.
The withered song you cannot hear anymore
Has no exceptions; I'm crying.

The tears I shed for my loss
Will also flow when you are pulled down by sadness.
So that I don't have to watch someone else die without help,
I close my eyelids

My body that's entwined within the spiral
is slowly, slowly twisting.
In my throat, there are thousands of questions I want to ask;
For me, what can I save?
The lotus is dying right before my eyes.

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, got wet.
The withered song you cannot hear anymore
Has no exceptions; I'm crying.

Like a dense fog clearing up,
Like a proof of existence that won't disappear,
If this song reaches you,
You'll probably think it's hypocrisy

Burying your breath in the still season,
You, who waited for help, got wet.
Like my raised voice you can no longer hear,
I know my sins can't be restored.



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TOMORROW !! TOMORROW !!
Felser Dignite III
[info]hueruza
Wheee ~ Tomorrow is the release of the GazettE's Distress & Coma !!
I'm so excited and happy that i'm finally gonna get a clearer Original mp3 of the song ~
Headache man .. I think it would sound better if it's clearer rather than the radio cut .
But hellyeah !!! XDDDDD
Gazett0 numba one nyah nyah nyah ~ !! (Gawd , am i fangirling ?)
Made a new batch of fukken ugly icons . :O
The images are nice , but i am the one who ruined them , so sad huh , yeah it's so sad .
I wished i could improve on making icons like how i am on editing CR avatars .
I really really want to use a Break avatar right now , but then i already promised myself not to change as i am using a pair avatar . DX
There are so many images i want to use and edit but then .. Constant changing is annoying .
My latest addiction ... Pandora Hearts . >:D
I hope 2nd April comes soon , even yeah , school is nearing but that's fine .
I really really like Xarxes Break and Sharon Reinsworth ~ <3
Even though it was Raven who caught my eye and lead me to reading Pandora Hearts but then .. ._.
It's good to have a change of favorite characters i guess <3<3
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3 weeks ! 3 weeks !
Felser Dignite III
[info]hueruza
Just counting how much time i've left before i enter my death bed . xD
Lol, no, it's just school, i don't feel like going for it , but then , i've rot enough at home .
I've rotted fantasizing too much yaoi , rotted editing so many images after improving .
And rotted while roleplaying too much Togainu No Chi .
I still luurve zeh fukken game even if i don't play it .
But RP-ing it has already satisfied me enough . >:D
And i just simply love `Akira , `Shiki , `Yukihito , `Keisuke and `Rin to the core . :d
But of course , most luurve goes to zeh ``UKEUKEAKIBABY ~ <3
I know , i talk shyt now , because of too much CR . ._.
But so what ? I don't give a damn . :P
I'm contented with all my friends there i don't have to give a fug to whoever is around me .
And `ShikiTi is still mah best best bestie OWNER ~

P.S - U won't know what the hell im talking about unless you know moi beri beri well

Strangers don't know anything BLEH

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